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lunes, 2 de febrero de 2015

The centipede

[Translated version of 'El ciempiés']

Author's note: I have been writing for about an hour and the big centipede that yells, ordering me to keep writing, paradoxically has been devouring every page as soon as I was finished writing them. Now it has just fallen asleep, so I will try to carry on with my story of tonight, but I cannot guarantee that the centipede won't wake up and fall sleep again, so I beg your pardon if you find unrelated parts in the story. It is six in the morning.

-We're like werewolfs - he* said -. We sing to the moon every night, no matter if it's full or empty like our bottles.

I liked the idea, so I immersed myself in the milkshake of electronic music and people of the club. I got closer to a blonde girl who seemed to be made-up like in a Van Gogh painting** and we lacerated out bodies with the friction or fiction of oblivion.

At some point they turned the lights on and, as nocturnal animals, we headed to the exit to come back to the darkness. Outside the club, asphalt flakes were falling and everyone was running to the cars, the taxis, the buses, their homes, everyone soaking of that grey and sticky substance. I found an asphalt-shelter under a balcony, next to a girl who was giving a deep puff to a joint.

-Writers like you rush to vomit noise in your ink rivers, without realizing that, actually, you only seek silence - she told me.

We ended up at her home, untying seconds, breaking the desired silence among kisses and moans of her bed's springs, which sounded like worn-out sex. Yet after, when the sheets had grown like vines around our bodies , there was an instant when we joined through our skins, like two raindrops join together, and she poured her secrets inside me and I poured mines inside her.

I was in the street again and several unusual events occurred on my way home through unknown ways which I don't remember since I didn't see. Asphalt flakes had stopped falling so the streets were already placed and recovered from tonight's excellent excesses. One could still breathe the clean cold air previous to the sunrise, although sometimes an early mechanical beast would appear, roaring like junk and opening wounds in the darkness with its shiny eyes. Then the beast would disappear, bringing us (I mean, the centipede and me) back to the clean and cold silence, as if it would have been only a temporary disturbance and after the oblivion maelstrom would have devoured it and it would have ended up in another world's daybreak.


*In Spanish, subject is not necessary to be said or written, "he" just refers to a friend of the author.
**In Spanish we can also use the verb "painted" for "made-up".

lunes, 14 de julio de 2014

I remember you while forgetting

(Translated from the Spanish version 'Te recuerdo, olvidando')

I remember you in every silent verse I never wrote,
I remember you within my arms, over my skin and in my lips,
And mostly I remember your infinite and green eyes.
I remember you at night as I always remember lost things.

Now you are someone else's,
Now or forever.
But no one will ever look at you in the same way
I used to get lost in your eyes.
Now you are someone else's,
But your memory is still mine
And so a small piece of you.

This is the last page of the notebook
That I ended up dedicating to love you quietly,
Even though I only expected forgetting you.

But now I am going to forget.
Now or forever that you are someone else's
I am going to forget.
Now that only memories are left
I am going to forget,
Although I know that only a stupid screw of life
Separates me from your kisses right now.

So I end the notebook tightening the screw,
Spitting out the last tears.
I end the notebook
And I can only do it while remembering
For the last time the infinite memory
Of your green eyes.

martes, 24 de junio de 2014

The wind can keep the answers for himself


(Translated from the Spanish version 'Las respuestas que se las lleve el viento')
















The answer is blowing in the wind. (Bob Dylan)

I like feeling the wind
Caressing my eyelids, my face,
Slightly raising my chest and my arms,
Encouraging me to fly.

And then I like to close my eyes,
Stop feeling my feet
Like chains tied to the ground
And dream that I fly
With the wind.

All of us learnt how to fly as children
- My father taught me -
And you never forget to fly,
Just as you never forget to ride a bike.
You only need to believe.

Bob Dylan used to say that the answers
Are blowing in the wind.
That is also why I like feeling the wind,
Listening to the whispering of the answers
That touch my ears for a second
And then fly away.

Someone who uselessly tries to capture the wind in artificial containers
Can try to capture the answers too.
I just watch them approaching and then flying away,
And I feel a bit of frenzy but I smile.
I am so happy without the answers,
With my doubts and my face against the window,
Watching how the sun rises for a new day
And the trees start to smile reflecting the light.
They smile because they do not have answers either.

The sun rises and your lips are a wound

(Translated version from 'Amanece y tus labios son una herida')

I know you still remember
That dawn that leaked between our interlaced fingers
As if we were of those who write horizons in wooden benches
As if we were of those lunatics
Who sometimes
Cry

Now
You stare at me and I tremble
I collapse on your open lips like a wound
And I scream in pain
Because your lips...
Because the wound enlarges
In every awakening without your eyes

These verses are just the starting blood